New Year, New Ways.

Its been a long time and I have so many thoughts I have no clue where to start.

Due to the new year, I have made a new plan of attack for my life.

I have decided by summer I'm moving off the mountain and going to school, getting an apartment, and hoping a fresh start to get my life back on track to where I want it to be.

I am very proud of my life now.

I think I have done pretty good.

But its not what I dream of and not who I dream to be.

So this is the year to chase my dreams and make them reality.

I want to grow stronger as a person.

I want to become more independent.

I want to become reliable.

I want to settle in my dream job.

I want to prepare myself for the family life I dream of.

This is also the year I'm going to learn to put myself as number one a little more.

I need to start to learn to take care of myself before everyone else sometimes.

I think most of all this year I find someone to be steady with me though.

I'm ready to be serious.

And work towards a family.

I pray god sees the same thing for me.