One thing i don't think i'll ever understand is what "love"
suposed to be.
Because in my short life i have already found
2000 differnent kinds.
There is a love of your family.
Then a love for you closest sister or brother.
A love for your best friends.
A love of your friends.
A love that you would literally put your entire life
in a trash bag to follow one person
for the rest of your life!
Like head over heals just want to be there-love.
The kind you think you"ll honest to god die without!
Then a love where you just want to fall
asleep next to a person forever the one that makes
you safe. But if they leave you"ll cry and
be hurt but thats all.
You know you can still wake up the next day.
Love for the kid in the back of your class
but you will never talk to.
A love for the first boy who said he loves you.
A love for the old man who talked to you
about how you need to live your life in the line at the grocry store.
A love for your best friend you were raised with
and who you would call crying at 3 am
but you can never say
i swear i will marry you.
Love for the man who has chased you for a year
but you never knew was really there
until he leaves.
Love for a guy you met one summer told your life to
spent your days together then
never talked again.
Love for your big brothers best friend
Love for your favorite actor.
Anyways i could go on and on and on
see we all say love too much
but yet never say it enough!
and when you do use it everyone tells you its not love
your young and dumb
just wait till the REAL thing comes and knocks you in the ass.
well what if all these are love?
or none of them?
what is the real thing and who is to say?
how can ONE word describe all these emotions?
or how can ONE word be used wrong to cover all these emotions?
what am i waiting for?
or what am i missing out on by waiting to be knocked in the ass?
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