thanksgiving night.

so i have not blogged in a while due to lack of access to the internet.

but i got it tonight and im glad there is alot on my mind

due to the day of course!

so i guess for tradition i'll start by saying how thankful i am for my life!

im very blessed as we all are in america

so first of all and mostly thankful for our amazing brave service men.

they are truly amazin and have all my thanks and my thoughts they are able to come home to theirs familes soon if they are over seas and for the ones home i hope they get to be with their loved ones and kick back a few breers they deserve it!

so thank you to all our millitary men and women!

my true heros for sure!

next to my friends who have really turned into my famlies

sarah chelsea fiorella hannah gracie marion my boys and cj.

thank you for always "having my back" and always being there you all have truly changed my life and done things i can never thank you for!

i love you all so much!

and my real family of course!

my mom this really im very thankful for!

thank you for all the help mother!

even threw the "disagreements" i know i always have you thank you i love you!

and i really enjoy working with you!

which brings me into the next one my job!!!!

its really a blessing to have my job its  a great learning exsperince for me and am very blessed to be able to enjoy and have passion while working.

thats not something we get everyday! so im very thankful for it!

well i really could go on forever and ever but those are some big ones!

so next today has really just made me think about everything in my life as it should,

and i really just want to say that this past year has been the best year in my life!

so many things have happened and some how i always came up swinging.

this year i think i have really started the foundation to a life full of happiness and a life that i can be proud of.

i have found strength inside me to do things i have dreamed about.

i have found who i want to be and am working everyday.

i think this year most of all i found peace.

which is a new thing.

i have learned its time to mourn the loss and to except the new with a full heart.

and man does it feel good.

not everything is in your power but the things that are its today that it needs to be changed.

and the things out of your control, you must see the glass half full and embrace it with a smile on your face and heart.

because nothing is worth letting you from being you and being who you want to be.

anyways im geting tierd so i'll shut up! =]